LifeSightsSound

There is a likelihood that when you are going through a difficult point in your life, you may not be able to think far out to other difficult situations that you have survived and come out stronger, if you are like me, you might likely burrow into that difficult place, dig a big hole of self pity, fear and unhappiness.

So this year I promised myself that it would not be the case, I would be intentional and I feel the devil heard me, laughed and said, Oya take this one and let me see how intentional you can be.. oh devil, you got jokes for days.. As usual, I could not eat, I started to worry, cry, and ofcos plenty anger then I remembered my post about anchors😀

What did I do next? I started to listen to songs, I sang with all my heart, the tears kept pouring and I kept singing loudly, my daughter got tissue to clean my tears, saying “mummy don’t cry”, I smiled at her and told her, they are tears of joy and that we will dance and laugh together.

I woke up and wrote on my journal, listened to my anchor music and then remembered all the times God took me out of difficult situations, I told God i believe, I know what you can do, I look back at my family and I know that God is alive and God is real and He is mighty to deliver. I look at myself and how far God has brought me through and compared to the present difficulties? It doesn’t even match up.

So I practiced intentionality in the midst of the storm, I am still in the eye of the storm but I am confident that it is only a test, I will go through it, it will pass and I will be stronger. Whatever storm you are going through right now, always remember that it will pass and you will be stronger.