LifeSightsSound

From depths unthinkable comes fear

Fear begets feeling of failure so it is easy to sink in deep

I tried to blank my mind but my heart would not take it

the memories from the abyss of fear rolling over and over like a woman turning amala on a hot afternoon

I see beads of sweat forming and my heart beating…

No do not do this to me my inner man calls out…

I cannot stand the pain, humiliation and shame so I sink deeper

deeper and deeper I sank into my thoughts to muster inner strenght..

Then I heard it……….

Cement bus stop?

Conductor OWA I screamed as loud as I could muster

I hurriedly got off the bus and rushed in, fear gripping my every step..

I made it to the toilet on time for number 2…

Just imagine my sigh of relief….

what were you thinking????? “laughs”