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False evidence appearing real….

The walk from the train station to the office is a 10mins walk or more, after crossing a major road, there is a short cut passing through a Hotel called Hilton then crossing another major road to business park where the PZ Cussons HQ sits pretty overlooking the bright skies that sometimes or most times are grey….

Walking from the office to the train station this evening my mind wandered away again as usual, it wondered to my fears, I have fears, fears of not succeeding, fear of being a failure, fear that the people around me cannot look past the colour of my skin and my dada🤣, fear of losing things that are precious to me even fear of the unknown…

The more I give in to my fears, the more it appears like they will likely overtake and overcome me… while I was walking a bus passed me and what was boldly written was “False Evidence” it was an advert of a book but it took me back to the definition of fear..

False Evidence appearing real..  my fears had created some evidence that appeared real but not real, my line manager says Africans are backward and because I have the fear of failure and  been judged by the colour of my skin, I almost started thinking that way….  I am backward 

my advice to me is to remember always that my fears are just false evidence appearing real… It’s only a shadow..

Yours Sincerely 

CIA